8w2d

all righty :) well here's the thing. my breasts seem less tender in the morning than before - less tender all day. so either im getting used to it - or they are in fact less tender. which immediately made me go to "the book" and check on symptoms going away and stuff. which of course makes me worry a bit.

my m/s has gotten better (??) if you cna call it that. its still like a hangover in the afternoon where i just feel gross, but no more throwing up or anything. a very very small part of me wants to call the doctor and just have them tell me its okay. but then a much bigger part says that my appt is in 5 days and i can wait till then. if i go in early i'll have to call my parents and worry THEM and thats just silly. especially since its most likely nothing.

and lets be honest. i just want to see this little baby so having an "emergency" that would gt me a scan doesnt sound like a bad thing LOL just kidding!! i dont want to have to go in... i know that. its just... well... okay i know that if anything (God forbid) should happen, theres nothing anyone could do to stop it.

ugh... i just need to not even go there. :) im feeling crappy with the m/s... no spotting or color of any kind when i wipe, no cramping at all (other than constipation cramps which is definitely BM cramps because when i do my business they go away). its all good.

its all good. i just need to remember that. this little one is here to stay. though i think i'll end up like other moms ou there - i wont stop being anxious about the pregnancy until they place him or her on my chest... then i can start being concerned about this new person! :)

i should probably go get dressed now... :)