8 week emotions.
all righty. for the last week or so - and definitely this weekend - ive been crying over stupid stuff. over basically nothing. this morning i cried because my dog did her business half on the sidewalk. i mean... this cant be normal!! LOL even though i know it is... its crazy.
and for the first time since i got my BFP i just felt like i was waiting for the bottom to drop out. like this is all too good to be true, so something has to happen. :( im an emotional person to start with (i can't watch "extreme make over: home edition" without at least tearing up) - but this is getting to be a bit much.
and yes, i know i know... this is normal. this is what pregnant women do. but i would hope that there would be this feeling of hope associated with it or something. seriously - i get hit with waves of depression. nothing serious and nothing more than a blink of "whoa" - but its hard to have even a moment of dread.
anyway. the whole "dog pooping on the sidewalk" incident was less than a half hour ago and i already think it is silly - so thats good. :) LOL but still. emotional rollercoaster anyone????
4 comments:
Wow sorry for the emotional rollercoaster. I hope it goes away really soon or at least you start crying all the time cause you are so happy!
Hope you feel better soon!
-C
hey you! so glad everything is working out.. the emotions must be a bummer.. but in the end.. a baby is worth it all! Cant wait for your first OB appt. Take Care and Hope to be on other board soon!!
*hugs you* I can't wait to hear about your appointment!!!!!! Is it Thursday or Friday? If it's Friday I might just have to come down and take you to lunch or something because i have the day off!!!
thanks guys :)
jen - its monday the 13th... and i have to work friday :( we do need to get together though! sounds like you have a lot to share too!
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