babysitting

i babysat today (yes, im 30 and i babysit LOL) - i watched my neighbors 2 year old little boy. i used to joke that babysitting was the best birthcontrol - it was free, i got paid to do it, and there were no hormones required!!

BUT. now im finding it has the reverse effect. i babysit quite often for several families (2-3 times a month) and over the last year or so i've just been at home doing it. and more baby/child crazy afterwards.

of course it doesnt hurt that today i had the little boy fall asleep in the la-Z-boy with me and snore into my neck. :) but anyway. babysitting isnt the birth control it used to be - really all its doing is proving to myself that i can do this and do it well.

and yes, babysitting is completely different - i dont have to deal with the kids 24/7. and as everyone will tell me, "its different when its your own" i know, i know. im just saying. :)

other than that... my charting is going well. ive O'd and AF'd right on target. my temps have been doing what they are supposed to do. i have swimmers purchased and waiting, i've paid the storage. ive planned out when i'll be able to buy more, and which donor i think i want to go with when it comes time to buy more (if its available). im all kinds of ready!

now... if only it were march! i think im going to go make a ticker counting down the days till i get to do my first AI (if my timing cycles go as planned between now and then)



there we go! i can hardly wait - can you tell??