going out!

OH MY GOODNESS!!!!

im not on my own tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *happy dance* mom and dad had tickets to the baseball game tonight so i was going to be on my own from 5:30p till after 11:00p... aaaaaaaalllll through calebs fussy time and bed time. but dad called today to see if i wanted to go to the game and he'd stay home with caleb!

oh MAN. so i pumped this afternoon so theres 5oz of breastmilk and theres always formula for before bed... the kid is covered! i nursed him at 4:30p, so no matter what, he's covered! i get to go out!!

of course, i havent really decided how i feel about this yet. im glad to get the night "off", but at the same time im not sure if i want to leave him. i mean sheesh - its my dad... caleb will be FINE. but still - im leaving him. ugh. its gonna have to happen sooner or later! :)

and we'll have to leave the game early becase i cant be going to bed at 11:30 or 12:00... SOMEONE still has to get up at 2:00a and feed the baby, and unfortunates my dad didnt volunteer for THAT duty. LOL :)

but anyway - i get the night off. here's hoping i dont cry my way through it! :)