in my town...

well i went to DHL and tracked my dewar, and its here!! its in my town anyway. of course just like last time i didnt check it early enough (or well i did... but it wasnt there yet) and now its too late to go get it! i checked it about 10 mins before it got scanned in - BAH. but then again, had i been here and seen it i still probably couldnt have gone. i went to breakfast with my parents this morning to celebrate my moms birthday - so i couldnt very well blow that off!

so tomorrow first thing in the morning im going to go pick up the swim team and stash it in my bathroom to look at about a dozen times a day as i POAS waiting for my +OPK. which, by the way, i started today! day 12, im allowed :) its negative, of course. theres a tiny bit of a faint line... but you know how that goes!

also - i freaked last week because i thought i used all of my OPKs from last time so i ordered from some dude on ebay and THEN realized it wouldnt be here till late this week (too late to help!) so i ordered from babyhopes.com and had it sent 2 day and i got it on friday *whew* so i was all set.

but then i opened them to POAS today and saw that it was the wide ones that i dont really care for because i got spoiled with the thin ones - and they're the same thing... i know... but i got my super huge, no doubt about it, SO much darker than the control line on a thin one. so i was kinda "eh". then i went to clean out under my bathroom sink (dont ask) and tally up how many HPTs i have (ive accumulated 11. and one of the internet cheapies. me? obsessive??? never!) and guess what i found?!?!?! the other half of the order from last month!! i ordered the 50 OPKs last month and of course didnt use all of them... so i have my thin strips!!!

SO. my big plan now (to make myself feel better about the wide ones) is to test with both strips as it gets closer - or if when i get my super humongo dark +OPK to use that same pee with a wide one to set my mind at ease that they are the same LOL

so there you go. its POAS week for me!! and then a two week wait, then more POASing :) i can hardly wait.

and for the record. i have never been okay with having pee on my hand until very recently LOL