negative

okay well i caved and tested yesterday - negative. and then i tested today - negative. ive had a tiny bit of pink when i wipe, so im thinking AF will show up tomorrow :( but again... its not over the the bitch shows. my temps are evening out - which i noticed today after bitching about how great my temps were... i looked and saw that for the past about 4 -5 days or so theyve been right around the same spot.

*shrug* we'lll see tomorrow. if im out i'll have to wait a month or two due to finances. that in and of itself is bumming me out, im very much an "instant gratification" kinda girl. i want it NOW. :) so to have to wait for something, argh, its just hard. but wait i will do - happiness doesnt come cheap around here!

ive got my car insurance due this month so maybe september or october. that seems so far away. c'mon BFP tomorrow, stay away AF!!

oh well. i'll try to post tomorrow with whatever happens. :)