+OPK

woot!

okay i took an OPK this morning (CD15) at 9:50 and it was almost positive. it wants so badly to be positive, its not even funny. if i was a novice, i'd even call it positive. which means that this afternoon when i test, it should be a definite positive. which means i should ovulate tomorrow - yay!!

the only thing giving me pause at the moment is my temps. my temps have been dropping, and the lowest temp is usually when i O... so im just concerned that im ovulating today and getting my +OPK on the same day (which is what appears to have happened last month) when in all the other months i ovulated the day after my +OPK. *sigh* so we'll see. i wish there was a little panel on my thigh or something that would say "okay, you're ovulating today at 10:00pm. please insem at 6:00p and 6:00a. thank you." or something like that LOL man, wouldnt that be nice?

anyway. just another stepping stone on this insane journey. i think i'll hop next door and see my neighbor's newborn and ask her "expert" opinion on my OPK from this morning and see if she knows anything about temps. and i only call her an "expert" because she has 2 kids, has used OPKs and is super duper smart. :)

okay. more later. after i AI... hopefully tonight? tomorrow? SOON!!

edit:: okay, took another oPK at 1:55p and it was definitely positive. very very dark - the control line is actually lighter than the test line! so im a GO for tonight and tomorrow! yay!