weird.

so this month has ben weird. ive been sick - for the first time in about a year! which is cool, but it happened in the middle of my final charting cycle before AI which is not the best time. and my cycle has been weird. or my temps anyway. they have been all over the board and at first FF said i O'd on CD16 (which is my usual), but then a few days later it said i didn't O till CD18 (which would completely throw me off) then this morning when i input my temp it said "okay we lied. it was CD16." LOL

so i guess i'm back on target now :) only a little more than 2 weeks till i will be doing my very first AI. EEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

i can't even wait :) im more excited than nervous, so i guess thats good. ive been working on relaxing and listening to my meditation tapes and focusing and all that. i've taken my caffeine down to almost none (dude, i said almost). ive been taking my prenatal vitamins like clockwork. ive been taking my temps like im supposed to (except the last few days when i didnt sleep at all, nevermind for three straight hours). it's all coming together so nicely - it makes me wonder.... can it really be this easy?

then again. i havent done anything yet LOL i'm definitely speaking too soon.

but here we go. in another few days i'll be able to say "this month!" :) :) :)


come on march!